Memoir Workshop: To Share or Not to Share

April 20, 2016
workshop, Writing
Memoir Writing Workshop: to share or not to share

I love a good memoir. I love the way well-crafted personal narrative lets me tiptoe alongside an author into the depths of her story and her soul, watching her act and ponder and take shape as a character. Memoir should be dark and light, written with equal measures of vulnerability and reflection. Memoir is one of the best ways to tease sense out of the tangled chaos of the universe, to share wisdom accrued through years and experience, and to simply say, “I am human, just like you.”

But the thought of writing a memoir seems to me a distant, fantastical reverie. Where would it start? Where would it end? And perhaps above all, would I want the depths of my soul to be accessible to the world at large? Many experiences I hold close to my chest, shielded from judging eyes.

And yet, the opportunity to leave my mark through my story has proved difficult to ignore. I read to connect myself to the world around me, and I write to make the world seem a little smaller and kinder. I write what I’d like to read myself.

I read to connect myself to the world around me, and I write to make the world seem a little smaller and kinder.

I joined Pink Pangea’s Memoir Writing Workshop to explore ideas for a memoir of my own and get a sense of whether I’m ready to embark upon such an enterprise. As participants, we were posed questions to get the ideas flowing, to consider what a memoir means to each of us and how it would feel to share our stories with the world.

The prompt that most caught my attention was four words long: “If only I knew…”

I thought about my story. When I was young I suffered from a medical condition that went undiagnosed, although I visited many doctors of many kinds. Eventually the symptoms wore off, and it seemed that the mysterious ailment had passed. As an adult, however, a doctor with a discerning eye identified artifacts that my childhood condition left behind on my body. She was able to connect them to a new diagnosis, one accompanied by chronic pain and a difficult treatment regimen. I understood that had the disease been properly treated all those years ago, my situation today might be very different.

I have carried resentment of the doctors of my youth who dismissed the havoc my body wreaked upon itself. If they had had the tools, the knowledge, to diagnose me, they would have done so. But they didn’t have those things. Why is that? Perhaps because my condition is rare. Perhaps because those who have it keep it to themselves, further perpetuating the myth that it is irrelevant, that research dollars do not need to be diverted towards its study. Maybe my hesitation in sharing my story is contributing to the likelihood that more people will suffer undiagnosed, as I did.

The Pink Pangea workshop gave me a space to think about the story I’d like to tell and whether I’m ready to share it. Maybe I’ll write my memoir and maybe I won’t, but at least for now, I’ve thought about what the world could stand to gain from my story.

For my favorite prompt, we were asked to write a review of our unwritten memoirs, the best review we could possibly imagine from a reader. I smiled as I typed out the review that I’d like to get some day:

“I felt like this was written about me. Every scene reminded me of something I’d experienced. Reading it made me feel like I can have hope, and like I’m not alone.”


To find out more about Pink Pangea’s Memoir Writing Workshop or purchase the workshop click here.

About Ilana Marcus

Ilana MarcusIlana Marcus is a writer and software developer who splits time between Boston and Tel Aviv. She is a regular contributor for the Gluten Free New England magazine and enjoys writing about travel, health, and women in technology. Her first published piece was a poem she wrote in third grade. To see the poem or say hi, contact her on Twitter.

One thought on “Memoir Workshop: To Share or Not to Share

  1. Chantal
    April 20, 2016
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    Write it! Your style is enticing and entertaining. If you have a story to share, pack away the fears and shyness. If you think you can help others, start today. Looking forward to more of your work 🙂

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